Ive been hit by a train..

Ive been hit by a train... i'm totally damage. Tak ada yang selamat dah... Im back to my single status since 2 days ago, pms, jiwa kacau, sangat sedih and my period stop after 2nd day. Bole?? seriously, i cant stop crying. da masuk hari ke 3 x lalu makan. thats y bila frust, aku kurus. uuuhhhh!! drive nangis, makan nangis, balik umah nangis. barang² sume da pack. nak balik umah tgk umah sendiri pun nangis.

Bukan tak biasa frust bercinta, tp tiap kali pun rasa sakit dia tu sama je.. argh... i didnt blaim him for this. dah sampai masa... kalau teruskan pun, tak lepas ke mana. nak kawen? jauh sekali. may be sebulan 2 ni sakit la. sakit sgt. 7 mths ari² tgk muka dia. ttiba ilang, of course i will cry. tp kenyataan, kena terima, kena redha.

Blagak cam ok je kan? tp mlm je nangis.. adoiyaiiiii... ayu, roy, e berusaha la entertain aku sampai k tgh malam. tp bila balik sedih. tido dgn air mata sungguh...

I wish i cud be happy. i wish i cud be good. susahnya nak cr bahagia...