~ I used to be alone and doing my things on my own ~

Yes... i used to be alone and doing things on my own..
i can do that now, esok, lusa n selamanya..
ive been prepare for it till d day i die..
no worries..

i wont ask for any help n request anymore..
i'll be ok and i'll be just fine..

~ I miss u as u.. ~

Lately..
U're just another different person..
Why la?
I miss u as u.. D one I used to know before..
D one who steal my heart away..
='(

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~ kata kata ~

Kadang - kadang kita lupa..
Kata - kata itu, adalah lebih Tajam dari mata pedang..

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~ Not a good week for us i guess ~

This week is not a good week for us i guess..
aku demam, sgt demam..
encik bf sgt tension dgn keje
and ada la few things yg agak mengganggu kitorang..

herm... kdg masih dilanda badai..
tapi Insya Allah... we can get thru this.

~ Saya selesema cikgu ~

Selsema.. Badan panas skit..
Smlm balik trus g mkn kat ampang point ngn encik bf.
Hua hua hua... Makan jugak taiwan food tu semalam! Yes yes yes!
Lately, aku mudah sgt nk muntah..
So kdg2 makanan yg masuk lam perut ni xde fungsi.. Sbb abih kluo balik.
Aishhhhh!!!! Mulut tu mulut tu mulut tu!!
Wa bukan mabuk2 cm ayu yek!
Tapi tatau la awat..
Xkan tempias ayu mabuk kot?
Kalu yong tu yg muntah2 mabuk cm ayu btul la..
Wa apa ada kena mengena?? Haha!!

Okeh.. Done with all the event for january..
Planning for the next one..
Tuh dia.. Planning katanya!
Hua hua hua... Rileks2.. Kasik break dulu yah!
Mau travel for networking purpose pulak.
Not for event..
Organize event ni penat dowh!
Tak masuk lagi sakit jiwa bila semua yg jadi lari jauhhhhhh menyimpang dari yg di plan sbb management resort!
but the one Legend Water Chalet is the best!!

Ok.. Skrg perlu mandi..
Kol 10.30 wa ada appointment..
Mau kasi cepat2 abis setel.. Mau pegi klinik.. Ubat dah abish!

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~

Okeh..
Packing2 mau balik suda..
Penat siot!
Lunyai...
Beach volleynya, island hopping, snorkeling, island tour tgh panas, karok dinner...
Oleh sbb x ada rest for 3 weeks, makanya, mmg terasa letih gila..
So, check out skrg.. Mau balik..
Kepala sakit! Idung berlari!
Arghhhh!!!

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~ another pangkor island trip ~

I'm now sitting besides kak suraya.. Di dalam bas menuju ke....
Pulau Pangkor..
Baru jer pegi sebulan lepas..
Tapi... Yg pegi dulu tu lain..
Tis time with datapreneurs.. Team building katanya!
Team building la sgt..
This is just like the Pulau Besar Trip..

So, I pray for my safe journey..
My last travel for this month..
Tak larat dah..
Next week hope to go back to Raub
Smlm call ma dah nangeh2 wo...
Uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...
Sampai x boleh bckp.. Gila sedey!.

Another issue happened yesterday..
Haih.. Syg... Need ur cooperation here..
Control ye...
I never regret for everything that I've said or done..
Jadi, jgn tanya if om choosing d wrong person.. But I'm afraid that one day, u think that u r choosing d wrong women to be in ur life..

Ok2.. Gonna miss my En Bf so much.. :(
Skrg mata sudah berpinar2..
Travel by bus adalah memeningkan aku.
Damn!

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~ ikut rasa.. Binasa ~

Kata orang..
Kerana pulut, santan binasa.
Kerana mulut, badan binasa.

Ikut rasa binasa.. Ikut hati.. Mati..
Ikut baran???
Wa yg tak keruan!!

Dush!!! Otak wa jem..
Serabut yg kalut!

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~ resting ~

Arini public holiday..
Thaipusam
Ma tanya smlm tak balik ke?
I'm not ready to go back as otak serabut berkecamuk tahap tak ada ampun.
Kenapa? Adalah...
Tambah lagi aku dlm keadaan penat n letih yg amat sgt
Remuk 1 bdn.. Tido tak cukup..
Ke hulu ke hilir..
So apa aku buat arini?
Sedang berusaha mengemas..
Dan konon mau la buat2 apa yg patut..
Tapiiiiiiiiii
Nampak gayanya mengemas je yg lepas ni.
Aku da start bersin yang sampai ke hujung puncak jalil ni leh dgr
Hua hua hua!!
Pekena ubat selsema, sat lg aku akan byeeeeeeeee...

So.. Itu baru namanya resting.. Ye tak?
Ahaks!!!

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~ when the only thing ~

When the only thing I can do now is hoping, wishing and praying...

He's giving me hope, smile and happiness.. He save me from the darkness I've been through all this years. How can I survive if I don't have him??

Ya Allah.. Aku mohon... Tetap kan hati kami, permudahkanlah urusan kami, berkatilah kami sebagaimana yg lain2nya..

I can't afford to lose him.. Not at all..

* Please don't leave me.. For any reason in this world could give *
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~ GSRW~

Its just another GSRW..
Skrg 2nd session..
Mata wa dah mcm ni : @_@
wa nantok!
Smlm tido 2.30
I couldn't sleep..
Tp en.bf lg kesian.
Dia blum tido lg sampai skrg..
Buat tender.

Umur baru 31..
Tapi aku dah rasa stamina dah kureng..
Kalu dulu active la cemana pun..
Still tough!
Sekarang... Adoiyai..
Kak Su kata, ni blum kawen..
Kalu dah kawen cemana tatau!
Gulp!! Uhuks!

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~ Mimpi ~

Sepanjang aku hidup,
aku paling susah nk mimpi ttg lelaki..
ttg lelaki yang ada kaitan dgn hidup aku
mmg sgt susah..
the only people yg pernah aku mimpi
only that "shit" shj.. tu pun aku mimpi aku lempang dia bila dia mintak maaf sbb tinggalkan aku

but since im with en bf ni, i notice something..
aku selalu mimpi dia..
dia selalu muncul dlm mimpi aku..
kdg2, mimpi tu indah2 sgt.. bahagia sgt..
tak nak bangun dr tido.. tp jd takut jugak
sbb otak aku yg bodoh n paranoid ni akan pikir yg mungkin dgn dia aku hanya dpt bahagia dgn mimpi je?

itu bila mimpi happy..
tp bila mimpi sedih... sampai terjaga tgh mlm..
bila jaga, air mata meleleh2.. tersedu2 aku nangis..
mcm mlm smlm..
separuh mati aku menangis kol 3 pg..
en bf marah2 dlm mimpi tu.. and he just walk away from me..
aku panggil dia, tp dia x peduli..
penat aku nangis.. aku terjaga..

hasilnya, sampai skrg aku jd takut nak tido.
aku takut aku mimpi dia n mimpi yg sedih lg..
cukuplah...
xnk dia tinggalkan aku walaupun dlm mimpi..

='(

~ ... ~

Ya Allah..
Beri kan aku kekuatan, ketabahan..
Menempuh segala dugaan mu sekali ini..

Doakan aku kwn2..
Aku juga mahu bahagia.. Dgn dia..
Sama seperti kamu2 yg bahagia..


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~ nothing much ~

Nothing much happened this few weeks..
Life sgt busy.. Event sana sini..
From KL - PD - KL - MELAKA - KL - PANGKOR.
Its damn tiring, mengganggu akal dan emosi (selain badan)..
Pangkor will be this weekend..
Hopefully kuat je la badan..
Smlm pun da rasa penat gila, headache.. Heartache.. Dush!!
Semua tanya how's my preparation, I would say, tiada perkembangan..
Tak sempat.. I just can look at all the things.. Sentuh pun tak.
Today, last minute kena attend dinner.. Haih!! Niat ati nk blk cepat mengemas bilik yg kalah tongkang pecah tu..
Niat membalut 1 gabus sehari pun adalah gagal!

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

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~ Ngeeee! ~

Nah..
dah bukak balik..
tak yah marah2 aku..
bukan ada apa yg aku hupdate pun..
saje buat gedik!

nyeh nyeh nyeh..

=P

19 March 2011

The engagement date will be as above..
Moga dipermudahkan segala urusan dan diberkati Allah...
Aku mohon ini yang terbaik utk kami..

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~ future planning ~

Macam tak percaya je!!
Kitorang tgh planning for future..
Biar betik..
Ermm.. Tapi... Yes.. Its true!
Alhamdulillah..
Moga dipermudahkan segala urusan..
Amin...

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~ kamu ~

Our 3rd month anniversary!!
Gedik kan? Bulan pun nak kira..
Bukan bulan dan tahun yg dikira..
Ingatan tu penting..
Aku kan mmg jenis suka celebrate2 tarikh..
Ingat2 tarikh..
So planning to tight up with engagement on our 6th months anniversary..
Insya Allah... Moga diizin tuhan..
Esok 1st day keje in 2011..
Harap2 semuanya ok..
;-). Insya Allah!
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~ Hello 2011!! ~

Happy New Year everyone!!!
May all your wishes and dream will come true!
Have a good year ahead!

Xoxo!!

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