And i miss u so...

Mlm ni, aku rasa rindu yang teramat sgt... and i started to cry again.. bad one.. i feel so sad... bila da sgt sedih, aku kembali mempersoalkan kenapa dia buat aku mcm ni..

tapi skrg aku rasa release and i feel good... it is not that i want him back... its just that i need to deal with my feelings. deal dengan rindu.. it is not worth it for me to cry over him. sgt useless ok. kan da byk kali nk tingalkan. tp x mampu. tuhan telah bukak kan mata aku utk terus tinggalkan dia. and i seharusnya bersyukur...

and i hope this good feeling will last till forever... yaya kata.. it about letting go... yeah.. thats what im doing now..