~ another ~

U did it again!
And its great as usual...
Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll be away... Far away...
From u!

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~ I wish I could be like u ~

I wish, I could be like u...
Hurting me as much as u want...
As often as u want...
Do u really love me in d 1st place?

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~have u ever ....~

You makes me wonder...
Have u ever love me?

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~ GSRW Q1FY12 ~

Its GSRW again..
Sleeeeepyyyyyyyynyerrrrrrr
All d numbers buat aku pening!
arghhhhh...

Last nite was Yong's besday celebration.
As usual, ramai2 dtg n gather..
I wish my beloved one was there with me..
Yeah.. In my dream...
He's too bz..
Dah 10 hari tak jumpa..
I miss him so much.. Till da xtau nak kata apa..
Tak pernah x jumpa selama ni..

I lost my appetite again this few days.. Mayb sbb penat sgt kot..
Mentally n physically damn tired.
Makan lauk pauk ni je pun x abis..
Haih.. Teruk sgt dah ni..


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~ worst nightmare ~

Tiba2 teringat ayat seseorang...
" You are the best thing ever happen to me in my life "
I guess, I'm no longer that best thing...
I am the most nightmare he have in his life...

** masih tak putus berdoa segalanya pulih seperti sediakala...

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~ lipstick merah ~

A lot of people asked me, y aku tak pakai lipstick? Hermmm... Susahnya nak jwb.. But seriously, aku mmg x suka pakai lipstick. Selagi aku terasa lipstick tu kat bibir, selagi tu ka aku akan makan bibir sendiri..

Hak hak hak! There's a time where I don't have any lipstick. 1 pun xde.. Semua org kata I shud where.. Haih.. Ok.. I'll do it. So inilah hasilnya.. Ini pun Lyn yg beli kan.. Bila pakai, merah la pulok. Oleh sbb merah, jarang2 la aku pakai.

Bila jarang2 aku pakai, tahun bila nak abih menatang ni pun aku x tau. Nasib baik avon sajo. Kalau dior cm kak su? Gila rugi.. Beli mahal2 nnt expired! Hehehe...

Menatang ni merah bangat, so bila aku pakai, aku akan buang dgn tisu. Apa motif aku pakai lipstick lepastu tenyeh ngan tissue kan? Haha.. Well... Kalau x aku rasa buruk weh...

Honestly, I'm more comel without lipstick. Ok.. Puji diri sendiri.. So, aku rasa kekal lah lipstick ni dlm handbag tanpa digunakan..

** I'm planning for my new kind of life.. Wish me luck.. Encik Tunang, I miss u.. I really do.

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~ its my decision ~

As for now, I have set my decision.. Insya Allah... Inilah decision yg terbaik utk masa skrg... Yang terbaik utk aku dan encik tunang..

Aku mohon kekuatan, aku mohon ketabahan utk melalui semua ni... Kalau benar bahagia itu ada, ia pasti tiba..

Andai bahagia itu masih bukan untuk aku... Aku redha.. Kerana segala usaha telah aku lakukan...
Aku x akan lg menjadi sesuatu yg menyusahkan..


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~ berserah ~

Its come to the stage where aku perlu berserah kepada takdir Allah..
Tapi aku masih mengusahakan yg terbaik..
Aku masih mengharapkan yg baik2 saja akan terjadi.
Sejujurnya aku dah hampir rebah..
Tapi aku masih mau berjuang..
Ya Allah... Dugaan ini terlalu berat utk aku lalui..
Sehingga lemah segala sendi Ya Allah..
Berilah aku kekuatan dan semangat Ya Allah...
Hanya kau yg maha mengetahui...
Amin...

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Selagi Adanya KAMU...

Saje gatal mengada2 buat benda alah ni..

bila dah siap, sendiri yg touching..

Ya Allah... Berkatilah hubungan ini biarpun keserasian itu mungkin kurang antara kami... Amin...

** Anyone can help me tak? I need to know how to buat Solat hajat 12 rakaat 1 salam.. sebab aku selalu buat solat hajat 12 rakaat dgn 6 salam.. means every 2 rakaat tu 1 salam.. niat plak mmg aku niat solat hajat 2 rakaat.. appreciate if anybody cud drop me a msg on this... thank you...!

~ dah kalah ~

Ok.. Dah kalah..
Nangeh jugak..
Baik punya..
Dgr lagu sedetik lebih trus gagal..

Uhukssssss!!! I heart u, U hurt me.. But still, I miss U!!!!

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Saya sdg sedih..
Sumpah, tak tipu..
Tapi, sy tak nangis tau!
Setitik air mata pun tak ada.
Sampai sakit dada, tapi saya tak menangis..
This is not gud.. No gud..
Ya Tuhan, peliharalah perasaan dia masih utk ku, perasaannya masih utk ku..

Amin...

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~ When a women stops cry ~

Privatized again?? takpe.. blog wa suka ati wa la nk buat cemana pun.. kan? im so lapar now.. last nite tido kat seremban umah krame.. jauh btul bwk diri kan? hahaha.. umah krame kalau tido mmg best. sunyi sepi, tiada gangguan.. mmg x bangun2 la jwbnya. tv pun xde der! bila ko nak bli tv ni krame? rak tv ko bli skit punya la beso.. ok now apa mau buat? sangat lah mengantuk. bole lelap bbila masa nih.. tapi.. wa lapo.. urghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! zzzzzzz....zzzzz.... * i am no longer cry no matter what he did and said. herm.... this is no good..

~ privacy, deactivated ~

I have de activate my FB..
I have privacy my blog again...
Let it be...
I'm taking a break frm everything...
Don't ask...

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